i didn't want to blog about this for awhile, just kept it special in my heart (: our midnight picnic at the botanical gardens was magical (((: despite the monstrous ants, stupid joggers and bloody heat. it was pure love. haha. just sitting there, screaming songs out at the top of our lungs, eating good food, talking about people and times. made everything in the world just go away.

when you hold my hand
i understand
the magic that you do
you're my dream come true
my one and only you

god my phone is filled with horrible warblings. AHAHAHA. something to keep me happy and warm when i go back in london. though i have a feeling if other ppl hear they'd think ppl killing chickens and pigs in my room -.-

i have no regrets. i'm just glad that i made it this far. a fullstop to end things all. i like fullstops. gives definition to things. lets you end something, so that you can start something new (:

its been pouring and thundering the whole day. or so my maid says :p hahaha, seeing as how i just woke up (6pm). but it was good sleep. good, dreamless, uninterrupted sleep. slept everything away. haven't been able to sleep much lately. jetlag, too much thinking, too many late nights equals to that. plus too many darn early morning meetings. grumbles. anyway, i'm liking the weather (: all grey, wet, dreary & gloomy. i hate sunshine -.- bah. plus it reminds me of london. and i get to watch the rain coming down from so many parts of my house. i like i like.

all i want are ppl who understand my CHING CHING. ahahahaha (;